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Thoughts

I created this blog to get a better understanding of Life. I wanted to connect with others and learn some Truths . I feel invisible at times, please understand. Being solo; day to day, consists of the basic routines in which I must make up as I go . I am grateful and thankful for each bliss I receive in life, but there has to be more. I understand my weakness “anxiety ” and limitation “transportation”  as the root to lack of growth honestly . I have been in this city since 1985, I am history and all I want to do is live successfully, raising kids solo. I’ve created history by producing life and by raising socially competent adults . I am a 80s baby, usually that’s all I have to say and people would understand . Times have changed, no matter how we try to overlook the Reality; it’s time to embrace the Reality.  We have the choice as people to make it better or to allow our world just to die off.

**** I wish I had a desk top computer or even a laptop, typing on this tablet is annoying at times . 

I’ve had the career, I’ve had the husband and the children.  I’m raising them alone …..

#PuffQueenKayla666 IExsist

 

 

 

 

 

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Why do Good Girls like Bad Guys?

There was a time in life where I was a carefree spirt. I enjoyed every aspect of life and mingled with all walks of life. My adventures were limited to the Sacramento Area.

After pain, abuse and heartache I’ve chosen to stand alone. #3years single , I , may have attempted to date and attach myself to another after 9years of marriage  but in the end it’s all the same, lack of loyalty and trust, no self pride. Women and men are a Dependent Drainage.

I have a chance to live life once again with someone who is stable and loving but my pain will not allow me to accept it.  After years of dealing with broke , lazy, abusive relationships why can’t I embrace this new chance at something Real?!